Ten People on Finding Out They Have the Alzheimers Gene – New York Magazine
Posted: July 19, 2024 at 2:47 am
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In 2017, 23andMe began offering tests for the genetic risk of developing certain health conditions like celiac disease, Parkinsons, and late-onset Alzheimers. The Alzheimers test will tell you if you have the gene variant APOE4, which means you have an increased likelihood of developing the disease. One in four people carry a single copy of the gene, but 2 to 3 percent of the population have two copies one from each parent and have a much higher probability. As with all of 23andMes upcharged Health Predisposition Reports, the sell on it was self-empowerment: Once you know, you can plan, allowing you to take charge of your well-being.
Except most experts dont recommend that you test for APOE4 status. Theres no cure for Alzheimers disease and no surefire way to prevent it. Many people who find out they have two copies of APOE4 from 23andMe are left only with profound anxiety. Not taking the test in a clinical setting means that when the results come in, there is no doctor or counselor present to help process them or explain what can even be done with the information. Instead, theres the internet: In Facebook groups and Reddit forums, APOE4/4s, as they call themselves, try to help one another through their doom spirals. They parse scientific studies on the links between exercise and cognition and theorize about the protective benefits of fish-oil supplements and cooking with saffron.
In 2022, the actor Chris Hemsworth revealed in the National Geographic docuseries Limitless that he has two copies of APOE4, prompting a wave of interest in getting tested. Peter Attia, the longevity doctor who gave Hemsworth the news in the series, devoted a chapter of his 2023 book, Outlive: The Science & Art of Longevity, to the gene variant, proposing a series of lifestyle changes to manage your genetic risk up your fish consumption, cut out alcohol, lift weights, hit the dry sauna four times a week some of which are more speculative than solidly proved. Still, his recommendations are a mainstay of online-community discussions.
In May, Nature Medicine published a study that recommended reclassifying APOE4/4 status as not just a risk factor for developing Alzheimers but a clear cause news that sent many 4/4s spinning. Some plunge themselves into research, looking for methods to stave it off. Others compartmentalize (and philosophize) while trying to be present in their lives. Here, ten 4/4s stories.
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Jane Kramer, 58, Scarsdale
My dad died of Alzheimers. He was about 73 when he became forgetful. He ended up living till just about 87, so it was many, many years of decline that I was witness to. When my older sister was 64, my niece came to me saying theres something going on. I knew what was going on. Theres something called a MoCA test; its a classic test they give people to see where they are in their cognition. And the mini mental-state exam, I think it is MMSE. Its like, Draw a clock, make it be ten minutes after 11. Draw this shape. Here are three words, remember them. Now Im going to talk to you and divert your attention for 20 minutes, then come back. What are those three words? Things like that. I was with my sister when she took this test and she failed miserably. It was probably one of the saddest moments of my life.
When this all happened, that made me go, Uh-oh, I am screwed. These are two first-degree relatives now. When I got the genetic results, I 100 percent freaked out. I became mentally fatalistic, was drinking more. I have always been quite healthy in my life, and I thought, Oh, Im ruining things.
The kind of person I am, I decided, Im gonna find every clinical trial there is. I managed to get into the Weill Cornell Alzheimers Prevention Clinic and started getting blood work and cognitive testing every six months. I signed up for some clinical trials I knew I would never participate in, just to get tests because you cant get certain tests otherwise. I got free MRIs. I got free plasma-biomarker tests. I participated in the Womens Brain Initiative with Dr. Lisa Mosconi, whos a bigwig. Theres a new drug thats in an extended phase-three trial, so Im in touch with the head of that drug company. I have no shame. There was a press release and the guys email was on it, so Im like, Hey, hows it going? Im wondering if youre doing any prevention trials.
I did all these studies for years. Then I was going to get an amyloid PET scan and I stopped. I realized I didnt want to know if I had a positive amyloid PET. I was like, Youre just trying to hurt yourself by knowing too much.
My sister is 70 now and is about to go into hospice. Its been a fairly fast decline. She doesnt know who anyone is, speaks babble, and its really bad. As I get closer to the age of my sisters diagnosis, I get more stressed out. As you get older, there is normal forgetfulness sometimes, like when you dont get enough sleep. So I ask my nieces, What were the first signs you saw in my sister? I want to know what made them think it wasnt just forgetting. Its a learning experience every day: How do I filter whats normal from what isnt normal? I did have an MRI again recently, and I could compare it to my first one, in 2019 I always ask for the disc and everything so I can compare. My brain is still the normal volume; my hippocampus is still the right size. I remember seeing my sisters MRI when she was diagnosed, and her brain was like half the size of her head. So that makes me feel better.
If I think about it too much, I get scared. When I see my sister on FaceTime, I get really, really sad. I dont have kids, but Ive already given my nieces permission not to come visit me because its too upsetting. One question I have is, Do I have enough money to not have to be thrown in a home? Im married to a nurse practitioner, and shes a planner. She wants to know how much I wanna be taken care of. Like, How much intervention do you want? Thereve been fights about it. I want to be taken care of properly; I dont want to be left in my own shit or fall down and hurt myself. But could she maybe and Im okay with this not force me to eat if I dont know what eating is? That comforts me because I know that starving to death is not painful, right? If I lose the hunger mechanism, if I dont know what food is and its sitting in front of me and I dont know what to do with it, shes not gonna put it in my mouth. I think her knowledge will create a much more humane situation at end of life for me, if thats the case. I dont know if Im brave enough to go and do an assisted-death thing. Im chicken about that stuff.
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Jake Petersen, 33, Los Angeles
I signed up for 23andMe because I was more interested in questions like Does cilantro taste bad to me? I didnt give the genetic risk much thought. Then I read the Peter Attia book. All of a sudden, I got extremely nervous. I felt like a train had hit me.
I went into full research mode. Nights, weekends, I had a Google Chrome window with 80 tabs on it, bookmarks out the wazoo. In this time, Ive learned how to read scientific studies, and Ill use ChatGPT to digest a lot of them when I cant understand. As someone in their 30s, Im not really finding any resources available I guess its in none of these studies interest to put someone in the study in their 30s because theyre not going to find out the results for, what, 40 years?
I consider myself extremely lucky and extremely pleased that I found this out. Alzheimers is something thats starting in my brain now. The plaque these buildups are happening in my 30s, right? I want to change these odds as much as possible. Im optimistic, but I hear this clock ticking in the back of my head.
Im not overweight. I do cardio. I do HIIT, I do Barrys Bootcamp. Im not a net risk factor. But I think for me, the first step was, Okay, Jake, you need to get a doctor thats going to not laugh at you when you bring this up and say, Youre 30, dont worry about it. Youre healthy, youre fine.
So I ended up joining Forward, a membership health clinic. They talk about medicine 3.0 and use software to track your health and vitals over time. From reading Peters book, I started to understand the litany of tests I wanted to get done. An APOE4 carrier does have challenges with cholesterol and processing lipids. We have a pretty high family history of cholesterol; everyones on a statin. So I did an advanced lipid panel: It shows your ApoB, your density of particles, how much small dense LDL you have. That ones the worst its more likely to cause issues in both cardiovascular disease and with Alzheimers because essentially Alzheimers is partially a lipid-transport disease. The panel showed that my LDL is a bit high, but looking at the ApoB and the small dense LDL, Im somewhat close to off the charts. Im probably going to have to go on a statin in the next couple of months.
I started doing a lot of research into different scientific studies. I have a note on my iPhone Notes app thats superlong: I add everything Im learning so I can reference it when I talk to people or talk to doctors. For me, the knowledge is comforting. My cousin got married in May; it was a big family wedding, and I shared Outlive and the chapter on Alzheimers with my entire extended family. Ive asked my cousins, When was the last time you got your cholesterol checked? Ive become the nutty cousin.
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Anonymous, 41, New Jersey
My father is very into genealogy, so on a whim, we did 23andMe. At some point, I logged on and it said, Were now testing for the Alzheimers gene. Click this button if you want these results. And I was like, Okay, whatever. So I clicked it. I didnt think much about my results. Then a couple years go by and Chris Hemsworth started talking about this, and I was like, Oh my God.
I pretty much had a nervous break. Im a person who runs a tight ship: Im always getting a million things done, and it was alarming for my husband because hes never really seen me so emotional. I was crying a lot, and I wasnt eating. Everything I was reading about APOE4 talks about the plaques on your brain, which they say you can prevent through fasting and maintaining a certain diet and being thin. I dont know if its even healthy, but I became hyperfixated on being thin so I dont cause plaques on my brain.
Every day, I wish I could go back, that I had never found out this information. Knowing my APOE status drives my entire life. I used to be a very, very social person. I have lots of friends, I would have wine nights with them, I would go out every weekend. My kids are 12, 9, and 7, and its not like I didnt spend time with them I just had an active life outside of them, too. That has significantly declined. Now I dont like to leave my family. I dont want to be away from my kids. I dont want to miss anything with them. I only work two days a week now so I can be with them, go to all their sporting events, and drive them everywhere. Im also constantly stressed about going out and drinking because I know drinking alcohol can cause plaques in your brain, too. I do feel like knowing this status has changed who I used to be. So much of my identity now is how my kids do, and I dont know if thats healthy, either. But I get so upset because I feel like Im going to miss out on all their lives.
A couple months ago, I tried to get long-term-care coverage because of all this. We found a really solid plan I was giddy with excitement because it would provide exactly what I was looking for. It was hard to even explain it to our financial planner because its a weird request for somebody to make at 40. This is a policy people take out in their 60s. It was going to cost us an insane amount in premiums: $100,000 over the course of ten years. No normal person would pay it, but my husband was willing to because we knew itd provide me complete peace of mind. Like if something does happen to me, at least there is a plan in place for me and my family. I didnt disclose to the insurance company about the 23andMe stuff or the APOE genes because then I would never have gotten the policy. But I ended up getting denied for the plan anyway because Im too thin.
The foundational question about this type of genetic testing is whether it is actually beneficial to people. I was frustrated with 23andMe because theyre giving you such heavy information with no context, no background. Its like somebody telling you youre gonna get cancer and then thats the end of it. Let me tell you, with this information, there are no resources for me. If it were a breast-cancer gene I got, I would just go get surgery and take my breasts off. There would be a plan. With the APOE4, I could barely get an appointment with a neurologist. They did not want to see me unless I was having cognitive issues, but Im not because Im only 41 years old. I reached out to 23andMe because I was having so much anxiety, and I also talked to an independent genetic counselor. They said to me that their results are not 100 percent accurate. Their results could be wrong. I could be making myself sick over this, and this might never even happen. If you do retest, then that becomes a part of your medical history. Health insurance cant deny you because of these things, but life-insurance and long-term-care plans absolutely can. Once its in your chart, itll haunt you forever.
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Charlotte, 34, New Haven, Connecticut
I have an autism diagnosis: ASD1, which has the lowest support needs. I was in school and just trying to manage my life and my executive dysfunction. That was my overall issue: not feeling capable of brushing my hair and taking a shower and going to school and going to work in the same day. So I was looking into genetic testing to see if, aside from just being highly medicated, there was some way to help long term. But the only interesting thing on my genetic testing was the APOE4 genes.
I felt like there was some mystery to be unlocked like I could figure out if I just Googled enough. I started getting certain supplements and going to the sauna all the time because they said the heat-shock proteins are supposed to clear out the plaques in your brain. I did some cryotherapy. I started growing lions mane, which is supposed to have neuroregenerative effects; I sourced a log to put in my backyard, which I inoculated with spores. Then my friend whos a researcher made a comment. He said something like The reason self-help books and these podcasts are so popular, especially in America, is because they give us the illusion of control and productivity, even if there isnt really. And my explosive problem-solving process was just more to feel like I have control of my destiny than that I actually gained control of anything. I grew up on a farm and we had working dogs, and if theyre not doing something, theyre tearing up the couch. It felt like the same energy: all these people having to put their energy toward something even if its not the Solution.
I will say that knowing my APOE4 status changed the trajectory of my life planning. Before, I didnt know if I wanted kids. Then I think I just softened toward the idea of having a family because if my life is gonna be short anyway, I just wanted to give part of myself while I still have it. I was going to school and was pretty focused on doing something in the medical field; I was taking some premed and nursing classes. Now the timeline was shortened a little bit. If it looks like I can only successfully work until Im 70, then will I have enough time in my 30s to finish a minimum eight-year education, then pay off student debt? How much time do I even have to accomplish this? Im taking a break from school now, but if I were to go back, Ill probably focus on something that utilizes mind power, so I can stay sharp, but that wont require taking on as much debt because I dont know how much time I have to pay it off.
You know whats so weird? After getting my results, I actually started being nicer. I was always very shy and really reserved, and I would be grumpy toward anybody that was, like, trying to be nice to me, maybe because I didnt feel like I had the bandwidth for it. But Ive almost started taking myself less seriously, maybe almost in a self-preservation sense. Because if Im gonna be really grumpy and unpleasant and crazy and have no faculties in, like, 30 years, Im gonna need a community. This is something I should start preparing myself for now.
I just had a baby. Im 34, my husband is 38. If this affects me around 75, then my kids would only know me until theyre my age and my husbands age. I just want to make sure Im as good to the people around me for as long as I can be, until I cant be.
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Rebecca Haddad, 34, Pittsburgh
When I was in school to be a physicians assistant, I was in a working group and our discussion topic was the ethics of take-home DNA tests. Youre opening Pandoras box and giving these tests to people who dont have a good grasp on where to fit these answers into the puzzle of their whole life. You could get a negative DNA-test result and be like, Oh, like, Im in the clear, not go to your preventive appointments, and have this false sense of security. But at the same time, you dont want to live your life just so terrified of something thats so out of your control. In my group that day, Alzheimers specifically came up. Everybody was saying, Oh my God, I would never want to know. And I was just sitting there like, Yeah, man, thatd be really terrible, knowing full well that I already had this information.
When I first got my results, I made a choice. I dont want to live my life so tied up in this genetic finding. I could live my whole life taking choline and all these supplements and I could still get it. Or I could do none of those things and never get the disease. Or I could get hit by a bus tomorrow on my way to work.
About six months ago, I was dating a doctor at my work. I told him about my APOE4 status because I thought, of all people, he would understand what this test result meant. I thought he would be like, Okay, it wasnt a big deal. But he had this very overblown reaction. He was like, Thats an early Alzheimers indicator. You need to go to a geneticist and get this testing done. It was devastating not because I wanted that relationship to continue, but his reaction almost validated these huge scary feelings Id had about it when I first got my results.
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Donna Dorans, 70, Agawam, Massachusetts
When I found out, I was sort of numb. Then I started researching. Googling. Im an occupational therapist, so I understand a lot of medicine and I was looking at the real details of what happens to the brain. I became very anxious. My family thought I was going crazy. With the APOE4, what happens is that eventually you have problems with glucose in the brain. So I started changing how I ate. Ketosis is recommended by a lot of people. So I started cutting out a lot of carbs.
What was going through my head was, If Im not going to prevent it, maybe I can stall it as much as I can. I have to follow this protocol. It backfired. Some of the diets are so restrictive that you start eliminating things you probably shouldnt. I had started losing weight because I was trying to cut back on carbs, but Im a small person to begin with. Thats not healthy for muscles, and at my age, you start losing muscle mass. I used to drink a lot of milk, but I was also trying to cut back on dairy and trying to get calcium through other foods, which I later realized wasnt good for my bones. Small people are more at risk for osteoporosis, which I did develop. I was never a big red-meat eater but would eat some here and there; then I stopped and later learned I wasnt getting my iron. I started eating a lot more vegetables, but if you eat a lot of certain vegetables that are cruciferous or raw, it can interfere with your thyroid. I started having thyroid trouble. I wasnt getting enough iodine because of the way I was eating.
Ive learned the hard way that whats supposedly healthy isnt always as healthy as you think. I tried to add some stuff back into my diet. Still, my biggest fear is that its going to start soon. Theres times when I think, Oh, is this it? But so far, it hasnt yet that I know of.
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Brett Memsic, 39, Los Angeles
The biggest way this has affected my day-to-day life is my paranoia about forgetting things. From the time I was in high school, I felt like I remembered everything almost photographically. But now my friends will remember stories from a couple of years ago or quotes from movies that I dont. When things like that happen, I spiral a bit more. If I cant remember something, I dwell on it for like 12 hours until I do. In conversations with my fiance, Ill get stuck on trying to remember everything and bring her into it; we cant advance the conversation and talk about something else until I remember it. Its a constant thing in the back of my head whenever I forget something or whenever I dont remember something immediately: Is this happening now or sooner than normal? Is it a linear thing where Im actually like 15 percent impacted by this and just dont know it yet?
In general, Im pretty nonreactive to bad things happening. I maintain a similar baseline. But Monday, May 6, 2024, was a turning point for me. In my last couple years after getting the test, it was like, Well, this thing exists, but there was enough deniability or enough of a likelihood that I wasnt gonna get it. What was so scary about this study the New York Times wrote about that Monday was that theres potentially a causal link between the APOE4 allele and Alzheimers, and it may be more of a guarantee. It made it a lot more real. My fiance and I had a conversation where I broke down a bit because its like, This affects you a lot, too. Were getting married in October. Later, I mentioned my APOE4 status to one friend and he joked that my fiance still has a couple months to upgrade to a better model.
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Patricia Avvocato, 61, Rye Brook
When II read the genetic test, I was not surprised. Most of the women in my family have had a history of Alzheimers before dying. It was never diagnosed officially because they never went to doctors.
At first, I brushed it off. I said, Well, Im doing everything that I know you have to do for brain health already. I manage my sleep, my diet, and I always exercise. Ive never had junk food in my life. What else is there to do? Why torture myself?
I was in my 50s, and around that time I was more interested in making sure I did not go into menopause. It is very funny how I had never put the two together. I just wanted to have vigor and vitality. I found a rheumatologist, who put me on bioidentical hormone replacement. When I told him my APOE4 results, he said, Well, you need to go on rapamycin. Its an immunosuppressant that, at normal dosage, is used to prevent rejection of organ transplants and is used off-label for many things, including neurodegenerative diseases.
He put me in contact with this man Alan Green, in Little Neck, Long Island, whos in his 80s. And he agreed that I should go on rapamycin. So Ive been taking that for about five years. And Im in all this Wild West type of care with certain doctors who are into regenerative medicine, both here in the United States and in Colombia, where I go to visit my mom about three times a year. They dont have so many restrictions there, so Ive been able to tap into unapproved treatments.
I have a daughter whos 31 years old. I am a great believer that, if I do go on a path where there is no way to end my life with my brain intact and being able to live an independent life, she can terminate my life. Ive seen the deterioration. My mothers mother lived with her until she died, and she could barely go from one place to another in the same apartment. It was just very, very sad. Its been shown that caretakers actually start aging faster than the people with neurodegenerative diseases just from caring for them. My daughter will have a power of attorney to take me to Dignitas in Switzerland and terminate my life.
These days, I dont rush anymore. I used to be always anxious that I needed to be at a certain place at a certain time, and Id do too many things. I was working too many hours. I would exercise only on the weekend. Instead of working five days a week, Im working three days a week now because then I wanted to dedicate more time for exercise, for relaxing, for meditation. If something doesnt get done today, it doesnt get done.
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Miguel Delgado, 30, Los Angeles
After I found out I carried two copies of the gene, I started preaching about it to my family. I told my mother and brother, Hey, itd be nice to know if you are at risk of any diseases. It turns out were all three double-E4 carriers. But I dont think my family realizes what it means.
My mothers a very religious person. I dont know if she believes in genetic predisposition. Im sure she does to some degree, but I feel shes much more of a Maybe we can pray and make sure we dont carry them kind of thing. Its just that talking about death is taboo in a way; it seems like youre speaking it into existence.
She had a mini-stroke last year. We never got a diagnosis, but I think thats what it was. So it gets me a little worried. She doesnt eat well. Money makes a difference, right? Since she works a manual-labor job shes a quality-control inspector at a pork factory she comes home and just wants something easy. Fast food or whatever, its easy to grab. Shes very much a daily bread eater, like your classic Mexican bread, very sugary, heavy on carbs. She drinks a lot of Coke. So Ive been trying to I wouldnt say scold her about it, or maybe I do. I try to explain the severity of it and how she needs to take better care of her body.
My moms big thing is being self-reliant. So I try to convince her by saying that if she were to get something like this, that would take away from my brother and me because wed have to care for her. Im pretty hopeful. Luckily, she is fortunate enough that she could afford the salmon. She never ate salmon before. I got her eating salmon at least once a week now. So its an improvement. I even bought her Peter Attias book in Spanish, and I think she got through two chapters of it. She said she wasnt training to be a doctor or something.
My dad hasnt given me a definite answer on why he doesnt want to take the test. For a while, at least for a year, I was bringing it up every once in a while. But at the end of the day, even if I do find out if he has it, it doesnt change my genetic makeup, unfortunately.
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Jane Bailey, 74, Litchfield, Connecticut
My whole life, Ive known about dementia. When I was very young, I heard stories from my mother about my grandmother. I never met my grandmother; she died of dementia when I was only 3 years old. My mother said she probably had Alzheimers but they didnt know a lot back then about Alzheimers. She ended up in an institution. Then when I was in my 30s, my mothers sister was starting to suffer from Alzheimers. And then in my 40s, my mother-in-law developed Alzheimers.
Shes not related to me, but it was through the experience of seeing her degradation that I realized how awful a disease this is. She had always been a very organized and very elegant person, and she had set aside boxes where she had labeled what we were going to get when she died, like, Jane and Steve get the crystal and so-and-so. When the Alzheimers developed, we knew she was going to have to go into a home, and we got those boxes of things that were labeled for us. We got the crystal and put it on our credenza. One day, she came to visit us when she was going really downhill, and she said, You stole my crystal.
No, Mom, we didnt steal your crystal, we said. Thats what you gave to us.
No, I wouldnt have given away my crystal.
We would have to seat her so that her back was to the credenza so she wouldnt see the crystal and get triggered. It was the change in personality that, above all else, was very, very hard to look at: When my mother-in-law eventually died, in 1999, I couldnt even cry because she had really died a couple years before. Then my mother was diagnosed in 2008.
Two years after she died, in 2015, my daughter gave me a gift of 23andMe for Christmas. The report told me I had two copies of the gene. I was 67 at the time. By age 75, the general population has a 3 percent chance of developing Alzheimers, but I would have a 28 percent chance at my age pretty much right now. Im 74. And then for women at age 85, it jumps to a 60 percent chance versus a general population with a 14 percent chance.
I didnt feel bad about it. It was a blinking yellow caution light: Watch out, youre getting older. I wanted to be armed for a battle. I could see from watching my mother-in-law and my mother that they would lose a sense of time and not know what to do. So I said, Okay, I have to develop a really good habit for putting my keys on the hallway table. I cant put them anywhere else. I have to sleep for eight hours. I have to eat healthy. I have to do less multitasking. I always would join whatever club or organization I join and was always willing to take on a leadership position. Now, I just want to relax a little. I used to be on Facebook a lot more, and now I just feel like I dont want to waste my time on that. Id rather read or play Scrabble with my husband. Routines are more important. But I dont know how much of this is related to APOE4 and how much is just related to being 74.
If I were honest, I feel its probably inevitable that Ill develop Alzheimers. But no ones losing sleep over APOE4, least of all me. My son says, Oh, Mom, you seem fine. Im only 33, and Im already forgetting things. My husband will say, Dont worry, Ill just call the white coats and get someone in to do my laundry and cook my meals. I think, Okay, if I were to lose my memory, what is it that I want my family to do for me? I want them to understand that I need to be talked to softly. I want music thats quiet. I want somebody to read me poetry, maybe.
As she went into heavier Alzheimers, my mother got sweeter. More relaxed. She seemed able to live moment to moment and not worry about what she could remember or what she couldnt. While my mother-in-law was like, I need to remember this, and yet couldnt remember, my mother was like, Oh well, I cant remember it. She didnt seem to fight it.
Now, I keep saying two things to myself. One is to create good memories now and dont make bad memories. Make good ones because thats whats going to be there and you want them to get into long-term memory. Now, Ill consciously say to myself, This is going to be a good memory. Wow, this is a great day. I have to remember this one when Im old. But I also say to myself, Just enjoy the moment. Dont worry about whether its creating a memory or not. I guess what I dont know is, Does appreciating the moment-to-moment require memory? I will say, right now, that when you really focus on a moment, it often bridges to other moments.
For example, right this second Im looking out my dining-room window and I see a beautiful forsythia bush thats in full bloom. I cant look at it without seeing my sister and myself 50 years ago. When I was probably 8 years old, my mother took a picture of us in front of a forsythia bush at home in Staten Island. Today, Im looking at this one, and I say, God, thats a gorgeous forsythia bush. But its more than that. Its also the memory thats embedded in it.
Correction: The print edition of this story incorrectly credited the portfolios photographer. It is by Dina Litovsky.
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